momentary happiness

considering my first paper is in less than 36 hours, i shouldn't be here.
but obviously i am.
not for long, though. my notes on verbal communication is sitting next to my laptop, freaking me out. my journ notes are just next to that, really freaking me out. my singapore society notes are next to that, and once again i'm made to realize how fucking screwed i am.
but nothing is going in so here i am.
also wanted to share my glee that I GOT ANANSI BOYS AT THE MPH EXPO SALE!!!!!!!!
beams thanks amy!!!
muahahaha......momentary happiness....brought down by the fact that i can't read it till the 14th (but knowing me i'll start after blardie 106 paper this thurs anyway. hahahaha)
sighs. okay back to verbal communication.
why do i have to do this? why oh why oh why? sobs.