Am now at a place where a part of me has become just completely...disillusioned, I suppose. Or maybe that's not the right word, since I honestly had absolutely no illusions whatsoever when I chose to do this. But this is like the point past disillusionment and straight into this black pit of despair.
It sucks wide when you're forced to entertain the whims and fancies of princesses that have done absolutely nothing to deserve it and everything to completely lose my respect, not just for them, but for the way this entire industry works.
And it does not help that I'm doing this on next to no rest at all. I no longer understand the concept of weekends. They're just dates which things have to be done by or on now.
I honestly don't know how much more I can take of this without breaking into a million pieces.
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