I just spent a day off lounging about my house watching Psych. While I would like to rave about what a wickedly funny show it is (and it really is), right now all I'm feeling is just a little lonely. Which probably sounds incredibly pathetic.
Maybe I'm just tired from three days straight of 5am/6am calls, but there's a vague burned out feeling lingering. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of going back to work on off days. I'm tired of being too tired to meet up with any of my friends.
I had a plan to call up people to meet last night after work, especially since I ended at 3pm. But thanks to the 6am call, I was just too tired to bother. And that is becoming a habit that is starting to bother me.
I've never been the most sociable person. I'm always happier hanging out with one or two friends, or even just chilling out alone at home. I don't even know why I'm missing people today. Or I suppose more specifically, I miss friends. I miss the comfort of hanging out with people whom I've known for years (and vice versa), with whom there's no need for fillers. I guess I just miss not being too tired for friends.
This feels like I'm rambling. Sighs. I don't even know where my train of thought is going.
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For what it's worth, I would love to hang out with you (when you're not too tired)! Hang in there, you! *hugs*
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