all you want to see is make believe

My 2010 Christmas wishes:
To have nicer easier days than the long crappy ones I've been having.
To have time to pause and take a breath instead of constantly racing to catch up.
To stop waiting, wishing, hoping for what cannot be and to finally, finally let go.
To make a decision for the next step.
To stop falling apart and breaking into a million pieces.
To be wiser with who I call my friends.
To know when to take a chance and when to play it safe.
To have a better Christmas in 2011. (Although really any Christmas would be better than this year's.)
To be able to look back and feel satisfaction instead of exhaustion.
To be happier.